I honestly didn't know this thread existed lol sorry y'all . But I vent to the VA to schedule appointment with a shrink well answered the wrong question wrong and was asked to not go anywhere. Social work got rushed in keys basically got took had to calm my mom to take me to er for a Pyche eval about eight hours later I was in a ward for five days . Hade eveyone from my military freinds to my ex's family worried sick. On the bright side I'm medicated now , their saying I probably won't even need it after a while,got a social worker to check in on me weekly and I'm feeling more like my self then I have in probably two years or more. Guns where only taken temporary got them back today. All in all pretty glad it happened.
That is WONDERFUL NEWS! I'm sure you don't feel the same, but people DO care about you! Keep on keepin on, and don't be afraid to let those feelings out...it may be that no one understands, but it could also be that EVERYONE understands! God Bless