I call some places online. Some it is scam ads where get u pay an tele health by ph. Spescilize in ocd. There some places in area with tele health . I really wouldn't trust much . Look iowa city for online places as big hospitals there an there saying goes if no ins to go there. All it is a saying an not true , 1 place there say that go out business in 2 days. I wonder why . Lawsuits ?. Another say that docter book up 18 months . Supposed be one most torture trouble in ur mind possible

Supposed be get pH call about possible genetic blood test if approved if they think it good chance work to see exactly what go on or what meds . Not sure if this test works all time or where or what involves but look for something work much faster an go some kind support group on Monday to see what else can do as this stuff no better an worse since whole thing blew out proportion with me a few wks ago . My housecats have been wierd out on me in morning or wonder why at home so much or around so much . They seem think something go on but don't know what . There used to routine of see me

A support group may be just what you need. You can talk with people face to face that are going through much of what you are.

It is at nite when work an only once month . Supposed see guy in charge about refered to somewhere maybe . No fa back from office on testing . They told me that they call.me an not call them

I guess the genetic blood test is option for later but they say very expensive . I have no idea what cost or involves, nothing they do but mostly tell u take pills that take forever to work an sucks. Say we'll have the trouble or ocd permanently . An possibly be control but when. Supposed be one worst of all of the kinds

Still a person out be worth the cost of such a test . They talk like this all nothing no big deal . I have check into this myself . All these pills an treatments or whatever an appt. Take weeks of torture

Luck good and help soon later on way after test.

If can get it. They don't like do stuff unless they got to. To them ur trouble is nothing . This kinda crap screw ur whole life up what left it . There are treatment places specifically for this problem in bigger cities in Iowa I look up online where iv of some chemical they put in u . Probly something very expensive that ins don't cover if got ins . Could be extremely expensive . I contact one the closet in cedar rapids an left msg. If it works it worth an awful lot

3rd nite new pills didn't go even as poor as the first 2 nites . Seem like does something make u constipated in morning which unusual an other way at nite . But very ineffective with sleep. Work barely the first 2 nites after 2-3 hrs, last nite nothing . Supposed work right away . An I supposed go e them a trial for rest week till Monday . There not in till Monday an say well call me then an not call them . No sleep at all till 430 am. So took small piece old meds an slept maybe 4 hrs . Horrid in morning. Not supposed to mix but small amount . I can't survive with no sleep , They think it nothing to not sleep at all for days if dont work . Easier said then done . Had pH interview another pt job with different start dates an earliest in 2-3 wks from now if offer position which likeky . Did it few yrs ago but didn't amount much . Can't handle much at time . Google all sorts treatment places for ocd in Iowa an some in Iowa city an check around . The pscho therapy for it an some kinda chemical infusion at a other place . Ins don't even cover it if had it . U got pay it . One place call me back about 2 min after talk to another guy at it an seem quite money hungry for cpl hundred bucks. An say we're private place an ins well not cover service for pscho therapy . Some this stuff Google online is scam stuff. All this stuff to me an no sleep well weeks is like a nitemare with not be at one pt job in 3 wks

I wish there was more they could do. Noway I can stay like this or house be go bye bye in future if can't work more. Since I start different pills, 3 plus weeks Go. The ocd an all other worry thoughts an anxiety crap is at worse ever . Can't sleep worth a crap in 3 plus weeks..last nite at 430. Finally slept 3 hrs. Like a nitemare at nite . Supposed call once eek an told me they call on Mondays an not call them. There got be more u can do. I can't see why not worth price of blood genetic test to see what go on an what meds to take . I think try elsewhere . No ins. Pretty well screwed on options

You seem a little better, at least you're thinking about some trapping and stuff to help take your mind off of it. One of your friends on ITT made a post there to try and add to the help you're getting here on your recent fish oil post.

Keep up the good work. It took awhile to get into this condition, it'll take a while to get all better. Every little bit is a step in the right direction.

Coonman, hang in there, you can do this.

I recommend reading this book:
Feeling Great: The Revolutionary New Treatment for Depression and Anxiety
by David D. Burns (Author)

PM me your address and I’ll send it to you.

It’s cheesy, but might help you.

Thanks for offer on book but I think it gonna take more then that. Bfore got sick from pills an didn't go 1 pt job 3 wks ago. I been feel worse in previous weeks before then . Now feel like crap about not work more then am presently, not sure if pills or that an what go is make me feel bad . Supposed go some head of support group in morning to see what say to do I was told or refer to. They told me quit take some pills been on for sleep at nite that been on half my life like nothing to it an new ones not work well. Side effect of serotonin pills I'm morning is insomnia for weeks possibly .

Gonna have try hard this week to get something go on setup to get over this crap . I fear it start shut me down physically with it an lack sleep . I can't handle squat nomore lately . Unusually constipated at times when never was an other way at nite when supposed be in bed . I scared I gonna die from this crap if don't get something go on in future . An this constant ring noise I'm ears 24/7 . An they couldn't see nothing wrong when look ears bfore . Unless from loud machines with ear protection on even for yrs I thought maybe . So loud that with ear protection. U have Hollar as loud as can an maybe someone understand what yell about

It’s a standing offer coonman, let me know if you change your mind. What do you have to lose by checking it out? Your current plan and thinking doesn’t seem to be working for you. You deserve better. Nothing wrong with seeking the medical help, I’d encourage you to continue all that, but these issues are truly inside your head and learning how that all works within your mind could be a helpful addition.

Thanks for generous offer but not want to beg someone an have them ship free stuff out

Met with leader of support group today . Not much can do but give paperwork in folder of ocd an coping skills but hard do after yrs. It was better go to therpist an no charge . No ins. Ur screed . Supposed call from doc today on meds an no call so finally I call an they not like it . So supposed call tomma about meds, I cannot take anymore this 2-3 hrs sleep at nite or wake up after he an more meds to sleep hr for weeks . To bad not have good ins as I be all over them. Another place I found that specialize In ocd. Seem interest . Until found no ins. Then say maybe slide fee scale an call right back . Didn't seem interest no more an no call back . Go to debt mgm speacilist non profit that safe. Not debt settlement an approve better business bureau on to see about reduce cc unsecured debt payments an how afford live an make mortgage payment . Which way up

Anyone ever use olzanpine ? Ever since start go pchriast month ago an lil bfore then. Trouble sleep. Things escalate I'm last month since can't handle what go on with situation an worry out control an now every nite for weeks, like 1-2 hrs sleep an wake up an no sleep or fall asleep for few min an wake up an everything worse . I call docter every day this week an told me there send me to some out patient place very soon at least twice week that even help with jobs. But yesterday I call pharmacy an ask more questions an batterys run low an can't hack the no sleep issue for weeks . So they got ahold docter who not answer me an prescribe that med an supposed start Tonite an told me not be terrified no sleep. After ask pharmacist questions I left an he came out parklot an told me there more pills an meds with no sleep issue an didn't like see me go around for days with no sleep. So I guess try it an try be positive an not think negative of what do if continue . I guess can't be much worse then what have been for sleep at hr an half or 2 hrs a nite . They told me not think like that but easy them say. Anyone heard that med ? It more drastic or moderate

I’ve never heard of that, but I think your post are getting easier to read so maybe something is helping, sometimes seeing the progress can be tough but you have friends here that want to help and support you, so keep going we’re with you.

I hope you heal quickly Dave!