I like how you break the ice so to speak,
Mark , I've been waiting to read a response on the meat of the new testament.
Just like Chancey, I struggled with Paul's writings, along with the book of acts, Hebrews and revelation.
Maybe it's a milk first thing, then meat.
Saul now Paul had a zeal for God. He was a Pharisie of Pharisies. He was righteous in his own mind but somthing was pricking at him . Like in Acts 9 : 4 and 5 Jesus said ( Saul, Saul, why persecutest thou me? ) Saul replied (Who art thou Lord?And the Lord said, I am Jesus whom thou persecutest: " Jesus " it is hard for thee to kick against the pricks.) Jesus was calling a self righteous sinner home. Luke 5: 31-32 (They that are whole need not a physician ;but they that are sick. ) Through revelation of Jesus, Paul would learn there are none righteous especially himself. Rom 5; 10 (As it is written there is nome righteous no not one ) Saul new the law to the letter, but now by the grace of God the scales had fallen from his eyes. Saul came to realize he was not only a sinner, but the chief of sinners. 1 Timothy 1:1(This is a faithful saying, and worthy of all exceptions, that Christ Jesus came into the world to save sinners; of whom I am chief. ) the gospels are of course a great eye witness account of Jesus ministry to the lost children of Israel, but like In John 20:29 ( Jesus saith unto him, Thomas, because thou hast seen me,thou hast believed; blessed are they that have not seen, and yet have believed.)
I believe this sets a tone for Paul's ministry to the Gentiles and Jews alike. Jesus came to fulfill the law by living the law to the letter which no man could ever do . Saul now Paul was the man fore the job to bring the good news to the Gentiles. And to show that true salvation is by Grace through faith. Not of our selves.
Paul said in 1 cor I am the least of the apostles. Back to Jesus words in Luke 14:11 (For whosoever exalteth himself shall be abased, and he that humbles himself shall be exalted.) In a nut shell I believe we are all the lost children of Israel. That is until we are grafted in by the grace and mercy of God.